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his bachelor's degree, and later his master's degree. If Rich hadn't worked hard, and set goals, I would not have the opportunity to stay home with my precious children. Rich goes to work every day, so that our family is provided for and our needs are met; he goes to work, so that I may do a job that he tells me time and time again is more important than the work he is doing. I think sometimes he forgets, that I couldn't do what I am doing without all of his support: temporal, spiritual, and emotional. As I sat today staring at this little face,

and listening to her talk about her future, her desire to be a mother one day, how Jesus got boo boos, feeling Jesus in her heart, going to kindergarten in a couple years, how you say holy cow when you are excited, how Sally (her imaginary friend) teaches her a lot, how she liked singing with me today, and any other thought that popped into her sweet little head (which means it is also going to come out of her sweet little mouth), it hit me how much I would be missing if I still had to teach school. It also made me think about how grateful I am to Rich for allowing me to be home. I admit it was hard at first when I started staying home after Braden was born, but now I can't imagine a better job or a place I would rather be than with my children. By leaving the teaching profession, I am able to do a nobler calling, teaching my children. True, I was able to touch many lives during the years I taught, and I loved what I did; by teaching my children though, I am touching generations. Thank you Rich for allowing me this opportunity; thank you for sacrificing, so that I may be there for our children's comings and goings. Thank you for allowing me to be there when they need me the most. Thank you for allowing me to be such an integral part of their lives. We waited and prayed a long time for
our three miracles,
and I am grateful to you that I don't have to let someone else raise them.
I love you honey, more than you will ever know!
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I will be the first to tell you that Emma is one of a kind; I don't think there was a mold when she was made, so it should be no surprise to me that she was a little less than cooperative tonight for our little photo shoot. This is the little girl who brings me odd pieces of various outfits, insisting that I help her put them on and achieve whatever fashion statement she is trying to make (that is when she actually wants to wear clothes), the little girl who knows no fear and tries to Houdini herself out of highchairs, shopping carts, and wagons, the little girl who tackles her older siblings like she is a little football player, the little girl who has learned to say, "No biting!", but does not listen to her own advice, the little girl who will throw toys at you in anger, and the little girl who has no trouble asserting herself and screaming a resounding, "NO!" when she does not want to do something. Emma knows what she does and doesn't want to do, and tonight she DID NOT want her picture taken!
In the end, Emma won; I put my camera away, but don't worry, this battle isn't over yet. I am going to get a cute picture even if it makes me crazy, which it probably will.
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Here are just a couple pictures I took of Brooke today in the backyard; my goal is to get an updated picture of each of the cuties to send to aunts, uncles, and grandparents. I think I will have to enlist Rich's help though to get Emma's; she isn't always the most cooperative when it comes to the camera.

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Then I feel little Colton kick inside of me, I feel Emma wrap her little arms around my neck and give me one of her sweet kisses on my cheek, I hear Brooke tell me I'm the best mom ever, and Braden tells me that he loves me, and my thoughts quickly change to Oh, to be a Mama! Oh to be the one who gets the privilege to spend everyday with these choice spirits! Oh to be the one who has been blessed with such a great honor and responsibility! Oh to be the one who is there to see their first step and hear their first word! Oh to be the one to hear their joyous laughter! Oh to be the one who is both a source of strength to them and a safe place to fall! Oh to be the one who gets to make their home a little piece of heaven on earth! Oh to be the one who gets to foster their imaginations, encourage their dreams, and bolster their confidence! Oh to be the one who receives their sweet kisses and loving hugs! Oh to be the one they call Mama!
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